Left My Heart In Nashville

So this post was intended to be posted on August 4th, however I've been having computer difficulties and wasn't able to post it until today:

It’s August 4^th, 2013. I am officially a FJV (or Former Jesuit Volunteer). It’s hard to believe that almost one year ago, I was boarding a plane for JVC orientation in Morgantown, Indiana. I knew few things before getting on that plane: I knew the core values of Community, Spirituality, Simple Living and Social Justice; I knew I would be working with the Odyssey program at Room In The Inn; I knew I would be living in a house with six other women; I knew JVC would be providing my housing and that I would receive $100/month personal stipend. But I quickly learned that these things were just the foundation for my year.

For one, nothing could have prepared me for the group of women I would be living with. All of us are so individual different, yet I think that’s why we work so well together. I have never met a group of such strong women, and I am so thankful that they were all brought into my life. We toughed it out during the “dark days” of things in our house not working proper (especially the washer/dryer); we were each other’s support systems, especially on those rough days; we became creative with how to make the most of our monthly stipend; we built an impressive VHS collection over the year; we enjoyed each other’s company and shared random moments. I honestly don't think I would've made it through my year without them!

In terms of my job, when ask what I was going to be doing prior to starting JVC, all I really felt confident to tell people was that I would be working with homeless men who have previously been through drug/alcohol treatment. I didn’t know what the day to day was going to look like or how the men were going to impact me. Even now, after working with Odyssey for almost a year, I feel like the “elevator speech” I have for whenever someone asks me where I work/what I do doesn’t accurately convey what my job truly means to me:

Odyssey is a post-treatment recovery program for chronically homeless men who are dealing with drug/alcohol addiction. It was part of my responsibility to help with a lot of the day-to-day things, doing morning meeting with the guys, writing the monthly newsletter, organizing their class schedule and being the point contact for our volunteers, coordinating Recreation Time on Fridays, and any other odds and ends that might come up.

This description gets across the basic fundamentals of what Odyssey is and what I do almost every day, but few words can describe how great this job actually is. One of the biggest joys for me was getting to see how far all of the men have come since entering Odyssey. The program opens up only twice a year, so since my time at Room In The Inn, we’ve welcomed two new Odyssey classes. My favorite story is from the day my first group of guys moved in. I just happened to be in the room when one of the men was unpacking his things and put one of his shirts on one of the hangers and exclaimed to one of his new roommates “This is the first time I’ve been able to do this in 15 years” as he hung the shirt in his own closet.

God knows that there were days when things just didn’t seem to be going right; like the days when the arguments seemed like they would never get resolved or the Mondays when I would come in to find out someone had relapsed over the weekend or that one day when I came into work and was informed that an Odyssey guy, who had literally just been joking with me in the office the day before, had had a heart attack and passed away that same night. I never expected working with the population that I do to be easy, but I am grateful that even on the hardest days, God always found a way to shine through and remind me why I’m here. I could be having a really hard day, but then my day would be instantly turned around by one of the guys could come into the office to share that he found a job or something great that had happened to him or that today marked X amount of months of sobriety for them. The first group of men that entered the program when I was here (in November 2012) has now been in Phase 3 (the Phase where the men get jobs) for 3 months and I couldn’t be prouder. When I talked to Brian, last year’s Odyssey JV, before starting my JV year, the one thing he kept stressing to me was “the guys make it all worth it” and there’s really no other way to describe it.

I was fortunate enough to be offered a job at Room In The Inn as a Case Manager in the Day Room, and will be moving to a brand new 1015 in East Nashville with 3 of my fellow JVs (Jane, Katie, and Veronica). This year has been one of the most transformational years and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. It’s been exactly 4 years since I first visited Nashville; the first time I fell in love with this city. During that visit I got a magnet that says “Left My Heart In Nashville”, and over this past year I’ve discovered how true that magnet ended up being. In the three years I was gone, my heart worked it’s way into various parts of the city; and over the past year, I’ve been discovering the different places it ended up. I found part of it at Room In The Inn, and another part in the JV House; many parts were found among the friends I made and the places I loved to visit. There are many things in life that I’m uncertain about, but one thing I have no doubt about is that my heart is still very much in Nashville, and I can’t wait to see what else this wonderful city has in store for me.